Wednesday, November 29, 2006
11:08:00 PM
Why am i doing here?
One and a half month have passed..
JackassX: Why am i doing here?
She claimed that my heart was dug and kept safe and I was pronouced dead on the
twelveth september. However she left without a word.
If it's true that i'm dead, then i can't feel alive.
I should be dead? Or should i not? Why am i living? Or am i dead?
For God had fooled me time and time again, i found my existance on this planet's a wasteland.
So i talked to Satan.
And he said. "Do you really wanna go to hell"?
It did happened. One afternoon nap i was taking and there i was. Hell...
I made a pact with him. Hence, i grew, I grew stronger.. Each day, each time i receive life n love, my powers grew.
God didn't like that. So he acted, making use of this innocent soul to captivate my relentless soul.
It was no use, i receive greater power instead. So i prayed that God took her away.
End my misery and i don't deserve his blessings. My prayer was answered. Thank God.
Now i'm alive, My life isn't at end yet. Using this powers on others who want to die, to live!
Till the day i die. If i see the 2nd coming of Christ, I will spit in God's face. "Desecrate my soul, O lord".
JackassX: "It's very comforting to know that you're not alone"
29/11/06
-- To you especially, my little angel, "You are not alone"!
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